Day one of week 2 only and im starting to experience some negative stuffs about school.....

1) Class part. Ok this hasnt been THAT bad, coz i was expecting more irritating people + bullshit..... But more on my own side, i have thoughts most of the time but i just cant find the right time to express it out + not confident enough i think :( Maybe after more lessons it'll be better..... I HOPE

2) Scheming people. Okay, maybe person, coz of this girl from my twc class today. She was obv trying to get this other law girl (who spoke up a couple of times + very articulate + good points to share) into her grp, and daoing me / another girl who was just next to the law girl..... And whats worse, the ONLY time where i contributed (successfully), the prof forgot and thought the contribution was from her -.- And when he was like "it was you, wasnt it i cant rmbr", all she did was GENTLY shake her head, like hello just say it's not you lah then i can also shamelessly say "actually prof, it was me" LOLLLLLLLLL okay not a big deal but STILL. :/

3) Be a scheming person. Okay okay contradicts with point 2), but srsly, gotta look out for yourself most of the time man. Not necessarily BE SCHEMING, but you gotta rlly start thinking and doing things for yourself. Like my twc today, knew no one there, and we gotta have our grps done by this wk. Meaning, if i dont have any friends and i dont go and find ppl to grp with by the end of today, i would most prolly end up as those remaning ppl and anyhow grped with weird / self-mugger / random people. So yeah, after class was sooooo tempted to turn arnd and ask the two guys (coz each grp need 3) if they wna grp tgth but at the same time like abit very desperate, + not v nice to the viet girl sitting nxt to me coz i couldve just asked her..... So i just walked out of the SR and kinda like... gave up / left it to fate? Then i met Lucas and i just ranted about the grouping stuff (actl i think i was subconsciously finding someone to give me that extra push to rlly go up to the guys and ask them), then he was like "Yeah just go for it, see that guy there just go ask!" And thankfully one of the two guys were outside the toilet, so i just went up to him and asked AND YAY NOW I HAVE A GROUP. Totally not what i'd normally do but, i was desperate.

4) TIRED. :( How to survive school + cca (if i can get in emix/indancity) + tuitions + social life!!?????????? :(
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW

Okay, i should prolly get back to studying :'''''''(
First bgs lesson tmrw. Wish me luck.
AND DAMN MY CT HWK.

Quite contended with life as of now :)

A whole new world of excitement and opportunities awaits, i hope im ready to embrace it :)

HURRAY TO LIFE. (and non-hc people)