I should really read Nick Vujicic (sp)'s book from the first page till the last. He is such an inspiration, and i will never, ever be as courageous as him. Not even the slightest bit.

The same feeling of inadequacy is engulfing me once again.......

Sometimes i feel like i can be depressed no further. That is when i think suicidal.

SMU Accountancy, BE WARNED. Here i come.

LOLOLOLOLOL. More like i shd be warned. Spent most of the day combing through forums and concluded that SMU is going to be hell of a rigorous school and i btr buck alllllllll the way up if im thinking of making those big bucks in the future :/

OK NO LIFE HERE I GO. But i still want to join a cca LOL. And be able to spend quality time with my family........ That's all i ask for.

Sorry hun, it doesnt work like this

At my all-time lowest.

NO ONE would ever understand me. Ever. And i dont expect anyone to. Blame it on my own incompetency to express myself through words. Then again, is there really a need to?

Officially 17 more days till i leave bcps..............

The feeling is still unrealistic but i think i'll sense it soon!

This is a random post cos i feel like sleeping but i have a lesson in 4 mins time