I rlly shd stop thinking / writing stuffs in the night - emotions are always stronger and i'll just end up saying things i'll regret.

Finally i can swim. Hehe. I like swimming. It makes me feel like i can conquer anything. Makes me feel powerful again. Not helpless anymore. I want to learn all the styles one day!

Tmrw, school day again :) Another challenging yet rewarding week is about to start hahahah i love teaching. It's so hard yet so fufilling, im beginning to think that this may just be the right career for me. But then again, im not so sure yet. Im probably enjoying teaching just cos im sorta treating this only as an experience / having fun, and not so much a job that i depend on for a living. So in the future, things may change :/ IDK!!!!!

But whats definitely true is I LIKE LOOKING AT LITTLE KIDS. HEEEHEEEE. Esp little boys HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA SORREY i rlly cant help it some of them are simply toooooooooooo cute / shuai. Then one day i damn umchio coz:

Boy A: "Teacher 'boy B' say alot of boys like you because-....."
Boy B: "OIIII! Shhh shaddap la!"
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA. Omg. Ego booster LOLOLOLOLOL though theyre only p4 but it's nice to knw im being liked ya. As opposed to being seen as a fierce / unnice teacher >|

And got a couple of girls would be like "Miss Park you very pretty today" HEHEHEHEHEH ok ego boost again like one day Yasmin was like "Miss Park, do you have a boyfriend?" then i was like "o.o NO of coz not haha" then she went "HUH! But you're so pretty! You should have alot of boyfriends" HAHAHAHAHA are kids cute or whut :>

Ok abrupt end to post.

Tomorrow Shall Be Better.