Getting High on Cereal

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I know it's late but .

DANCE NIGHT ' BACK AGAIN ' :D

Really glad it went kinda well ,
quite happy that everything's over but kinda missing the many full runs , practices , complaints about it , high times over it , etc etc : D

HCCD is the best <3

Wanna thank loads of people !
:D
Esp the j2 moderners who taught me fusion so many times despite being so busy hahah .
And all the people who've helped and guided me along for the acting / recording hahahah i wont list you guys out you know who you are ! : )
And my ' bf ' and my fusion partner , thanks a million too for tolerating my nonsense HAHA .

And thankyou BIMBO for always being there for me : )
And thanks to everyone who came to support for the 3 shows !

Im really really happy when people come telling me that Chinese Dance was very impressive and neat and nice and pretty and all
: )
: )

I really cant remember who ive received flowers / gifts / chocs from ,
BUT THANK YOU ALL : )
<3
The flowers are dying soon tho
) :

Oh special mention to Yuan , thanks for giving me a chili .
HAHAHA .
And thankyou Du for not giving me a piece of ginger like everyone else , but sushi cos i specially requested for it : D

X came for the first night ( which was the lousiest , btw hahha ! ) yay .
At first during finale i saw the balloon in the audience i was like thinking ,
" wahlou siao that balloon imba big damn AA la who is that man "
Then in the end ...
HAHAHAH .
<3
Awwwww it 's ultra sweet to the max plz ,
and the roses are damn pretty too ( tho receiving flowers isnt my fav thing BUT STILL . )

Anyway ,
WE GOT INTO CLOSING CEREMONY .
WHOOOOOOOOTS ,
HCCD pwnz .

I lost 3 of my studs already , wtshit ! > (

Tmr last day of term 2 ,
OMIGOSHHHHH TIME FLIES .
I srsly need t get myself together and mug hard .
I dont wanna quit dance ,
neither do i wanna destroy my life ( again ) .
Esp after what Miss Yeo said today , kinda made sense .
Esp the Jingxi part HAHAHAHHAH .

OKAY MUGGERATION .
Note : Cannot be failed mugger like someone tho .

Anw elections for HCCD next Sat !
Im running for VP and Welfare IC ,
I REEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY WANNA BE WELFARE IC PLZ .

Sun night celebratory HCCD BBQ at Becca 's place !
: D
Yay .
Marshmallows hehhhhh .
I shd bring raisins and strawberry syrup to complement roasted marshmallows yay .

Must go back school for alot of days during hols for remedials .
Sigh , at least it 'll turn out productive , hopefully .

youhao: LOL hahahha thanks glad you enjoyed it LOL :D
yx: <3 <3 : )
eunice: Hahhahaha sure sure ! :D
shenhong: Yo ! Omg yes it turned out well haha been my pleasure too ! :D
sworn: Hahhaa KOREAN STUFF FTW ! Who are you btw LOL ! And thanks :D

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Tomorrow is FRIDAY !
D:

DAMN DAMN DAMN SCARED .
Pls pls pls pls pls pls just let me get through this two days and dont screw .

Pls perform well Wang Bojia .
If you screw the whole show , i will hate you and resort to _______ again .

I cant wait for Nanyang homecoming ,
going back Ny for some steamboat thingy with the people i miss so much
: )

Today was damn shiok ,
didnt attend any lessons
: D
Thought was chem lab so went school cos i die die also will not do chem makeup prac alone .
Then went there they say it 's tutorial so tio scam .
So went fishtank instead w Nat then Yijiao Deb Mabel & Siyu came
: D
The six of us should totally be in the same class plz .

Went Westmall with Siyu and Nat : D
Had really nice talks hahaha i think my dancemates rock .
Wanted t watch movie but we decided to save money .
Heh .
Went t the Korean mart everything is like so pretty plz .
Even Korean coke looks cool .
I bought cartilage and ear studs WHOOOOTS finally > : D
Poor Nat still had to go back school for yingtai .

Yesterday csm was the worst shit ever .
Goddamn boring we shouldnt waste our time like that .
But there was a short 407 gathering hahaha i took pics with laogong : D <3
And went back college side t slack a while with Chen Lydia Eve and aunties : D

OH OH and the highlight of every year's csm ,
TEACHERS' RELAY !
Hahahha i damn happy la MARK SHONE HELPED HIS TEAM WIN ONCE AGAIN !
Wahlou still can vividly remember last year ,
i was by the track cheering for him ,
this year i cheered like mad too yay he is the best : D

Then afternoon full run starts omg .
Damn hiong .
Tho i not dancing much idk why i was rushing like mad and towards the end quite tired .
I will pray for success for tmr & Sat .
Esp tmr night 's show .
First show and THE MOST IMPT one .
Cos someone is watching .
HAHAHAH .

I love my studs whooooots .
And i lost another kg > : D

kaishi: Omggggg i am scared ! Hahaha thanks ! > <
weisheng: LOL what mugger la ! I damn scared lo ! Jiayou to you too ! : D
evelyn: HAHAHAH ya hor i realised ! xD Love is indeed in the air between you and Weisheng HEH : D
siyu: We sort of ponned . HAHAHA . <3 Let 's enjoy dance night once and for all ! : )

Friday, May 15, 2009

Very very very x inf tired .
Very very very x inf worried about tmr ,
audi has no mirrors i must remind myself .
Sianzxzxzxzxzx .

Mabel Chan i 'll always be there for you k !
Qian Siyu i miss you like shit .
It feels as if i havent seen / talked to you in AGES .
I dont rly like dance night full runs cos i 'll be spending so little time with you , and the rest of the dancemates .
: (

I shall stop being sian .
Be excited about ECONS and MATH lecture test la so wonderful excellent chance to display my mugging skillz man .
( Which ultimately fails , btw . )

Latest episode of Gossip Girl damn nice , i cant believe i still have energy / time to watch lol .

School is so disgusting .

xinyan: hahaha THANKYOU <3 May is ending alr LOL . That shows how lag ive been at replying your tag haha .
qiuhan: miss you : ( thankyou so much darling !
youhao: Hahah you also know who LOR : p Haha thankyou : )
yx: Thanks alot i love you <3
siyu: Bimbo you 're the bestest ! <3 I miss those times so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh x100000000 .
chen / noobu: HAHAHA finally more words less pictures / videos of DBSK right ! <3 <3 We v long time never take pics loh , and you WHERE GOT EPIC UGLY -.-
superputtie: Haha yep it 's ok now thanks ! : )
kuanhe: Laxing alr . Haha .
evelyn: Thanks dont worry : ) <3
qr: Thankyou heh <3
debbie: Hahah yes 171 is always the place where we catch up the most ! : ) Love you ! <3
derek: Oh my piano & cello best combi ! Hahahaha Viva La Vida ! :D
shenhong: YO fusion partner thanks haha and i know who told you my blog la ! :D
maorong: Awwww thankyou Rongzi always so nice t me : ) Thank you so much you always brighten my day ! <3
nat: Bojia loves Nutella Prune too ! : ) <3

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

You know how some people just can 't click ,

And how some people seem ultra nice on the outside but you never know their real ghastly sides .

Some days you just feel like so many people are like that .

Then you feel like it 's so hard to try ,
and you feel like giving up .

And then you think of the real reason you 're hanging on and the people behind those reasons ,
and you forget about the superficial ones and you start to smile : )

That 's why I love you guys ,
always know who your real friends are : )

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Full run yesterday was much better : )
Yay .
Iam a happier girl now .

Today is Mothers' Day yay !
Woke up at 7 to buy ingredients then made strawberry pancakes WITH RAISINS for mom
:D
:D
Im really glad she liked it cos past years i just buy her stuff ,
this year different !
Glad i made her day : )

Iam looking through all my old dance / hpy photos !
Oh gosh i miss you guys so so so damn much
) :

Anyway , HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY EVELYN LEE I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT I DESERVE TO DIE I FORGOT ABOUT IT D :
Ive known you for almost 5 years !
These 5 years you 've definitely CHANGED .
HAHAHHA .
For the better la .
: D
Last time you were too BLURRRR and innocent alr !
Then everything we do / say you also cannot accept .
Hahaha .
But now you 're so pretty and cute and everything .
Be strong always k : )
Plus , you got WEISHENG liao what 's there to worry ! : D

Old photossssssss , cos im feeling nostalgic
: )

2007 Xmas !
The last neoprint is damn funny we accidentally somehow erased qr's face LOL .

Chen <3

Sec Two hahahha , gosh we were epic .

Laoshi x33333333333333

MY LOVELY DANCEMATES :

Yuan my fav joker , there were so many spastic days with her around hahah :D

Debbie Siyu x3

Qiuhan damn epic .

Reply tags next time : )

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Strezzzzzzzed & nervous ttm .

Ms Choong almost scared me to ultimate panic mood today LOL .
School sucks shit .

13 more days only .

Will i be able t do it .

: /

Monday, May 4, 2009

Time

Will

Tell

.

At least it 's better

But

Idk .

Oh btw fuck you my " good friend " .
Who needs backstabbers .

Sunday, May 3, 2009

DONT JUDGE .

Especially if you dont even know me that well yet .

<4 months of friendship .

"i love my friends and i wouldnt screw them over"
( What makes you think i dont love my friends and will screw them over , you included ? )

"i love them irregardless of how they look or what they are and where they are from"
( Well like i said , <4 months of friendship please dont assume im not like that . )

"i treasure my friendships alot"
( If i dont will i still be unable to sleep at night just cos you 're not talking to me , sending you so many smses even when you only replied one ? )

"and if you think im not good enough for you
then, its alright. cause i dont need you either"
( It 's not about who needing whom , why the hell would you think i think you 're not good enough for me - THINK : WICKED RUMORS )

"if you could just admit what you did say
or even what you felt and thought in your mind
even if it was just for a moment
could you cross your heart and say you didnt feel that way?"
( Oh how i wish i can just admit what i said to something that i didnt and make you feel better and all , but sorry im selfish im not gonna betray myself just to salvage this friendship )

"i dont know what to believe
but i believe you said such things.
maybe that already defeats the purpose of a friendship"
( Glad that you know . Stares at this whole chunk of words , should i be the one feeling hurt and disappointed when you chose a rumor over me ? )

"i wanted to believe you, i wanted time to think through it all
but all i know is that i couldnt bring myself to trust that you didnt"
( Why ? Maybe because deep down right from the start you didnt want to like me / believe in me . Idk . )

"im not perfect, but i treat my friends as equals
well, thats where we are different"
( Seriously , stop judging . )

"it hurt my pride
i dont feel bad about the way i look
because looks arent everything
at the end of the day, how you look inside is more impt"
( What makes you think all these isnt hurting mine ? I dont need you to start lecturing me about how it's-the-inside-that-counts thingys because that 's what i believe in ever since young back to the point , you dont even know me well enough )

"if you really said it and if looks, status, pettiness about who better than who and pointless comparison is so important to you, dont drag me in."
( Where 's the if-you-really-didnt-say-it antithesis ? You 're not even giving me the benefit of the doubt . HELLO DO I LOOK LIKE SUCH A SHALLOW FREAK TO YOU . I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT . )

"i wanna be with people who love me the way i am.
and i know plenty of people who do and they are not perfect either."
( If you think i dont treasure you then i have nothing to say . Who asked about perfection ? We 're all humans aren 't we ? )

"blame me all you want
maybe im a melodramatic fool, but its how i feel"
( Yeah melodramatic , maybe , but i dont think you 're a fool . I blame myself for holding up such a weak position in your heart that you allow rumors to get the better of us . )

"you call me childish, but i'm not.
in fact im more rational than you are."
( Rational people get their facts right first . Yes maybe i did call you childish but it was in the harmless and joking tone like "Wahlou that Siyu is damn bimbo" followed by a couple of laughs . Tsk . You really dont know me well enough . )

"if you think im playing games, im not.
its pure disappointment cos i feel hurt and betrayed"
( Hurt ? Betrayed ? Been there , felt that too . )

Senior once told me HC is a pot cauldron of rumors and gossip and backstabbing ,
i swore never to be affected by these .

You made me change my mind .

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Am a terrible friend ,
can 't even get you to tell me what 's wrong .

Okay so now I 'm the bad guy is that what you want .
Yeah I 'm insensitive and uncaring and I 'm a lousy friend and a bitch and you don' t wanna talk to me and you block me on msn and you hang up on me and you dao my msges
Is this what you want , to make me feel guilty for something that I'm not even sure of .
Well you succeeded .
I'm sure it 's all a misunderstanding ,
but you rly didn't have to make it that bad .

Because I 'm scared , because I don't know what 's going on at all ,
how am I supposed to apologize when you don 't even give me the chance to know what exactly happened ,
and oh so you 're thankful for all those wonderful friends who were with you ,
wow now it seems like I really am the bad guy .

Am really tired to try to find out what 's going on and fix things ,
maybe I should continue being a bitch ,
everyone will side with you anyway .

Sigh but I know it won 't work out , I 'm so sick of life and dance and all this nonsense .