TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.

ME ME ME ME ME ME :DDDDDDDDD

hahah im really happy now! cause this year's birthday is very nice : D

although morning i was all pissed and all that! cause i missed barre and most of the trainings! >:(

so never warmup go do the jump my leg kana strained! ._________________.

haih. nvm laa. haha. wait for it heal ^^

AYE SHERMAINE JESSICA AND LINKAI GOT ME THE MR.BEAN TEDDY BEAR FOR ME TO TORTURE :DDDDDD
yaye thanks juniors. hahahha. now i got a boyfriend to torture alrd :D qiansiyu dont come stealing my bf. and he dumped you. not you dump him. HAHA.

((: then went coro with qiansiyu and huifang! we saw this hot gay there. too bad he's gay :/

then went lot 1 met with verniceyap and gwentan! NEOSSSSSSSS. hahah totally NOT as shibai as last time! ^^ mmm then slacked around there loh.

and my parents and bro celebrated with me at night. hahaha was damn funny. i swear my dad's ultra lame. even my mom's getting spastic -.-

and birthdayyyyyyy wishes from alot of people! :DD maybe tmr i free shall list them out! kills time you know. haha.

qiansiyu i loveeeeeee you tho WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON.
your taste sucks, hahahh but i still love you anyway <3

yea laa yea laa thanks to qiansiyu's cursed mouth, we had to do cartwheels again for cca on friday

-.-

but this time was totally better. could feel that the weight was on the hands hahaha. then didnt do barre )):
instead laoshi keep training techniques laa. da ji was like shit. i totally need to coordinate :/

bleaugh went to check my blood type -.- yea laa i didnt check before then now the nz thing they need. sian. so my bro also shun bian go check. HAHA. the doctor couldnt find his vein cause he's too fat : DD

then the stupid doc didnt recommend those menses pills! )): stupid laa. i think i'd be suay cause the date coincides with nz trip -.- and now my mom's paranoid of the side effects after listening to the doctor blabbering so she refuses to buy the pills for me ._. even had an appointment at nuh laa.

bleaugh and went to buy another set of daily contacts. i swear the prices raised for that brand. if not then my memory's failing me -.-
that stupid guy doesnt recommend monthly contacts cause he say my eyes might not accustom. poo laa. i bet he's saying that so he could squeeze more money out of me cause if i really wore daily contacts on a daily basis, of course it'd be way more expensive than monthly ones laa. im not dumb pls :/

yaye going qiansiyu's house tmr to see her dog -.- not hers anyway. and i bet she'd drag me to play bridge. haha. then should be going out with her for pre-newzealand shopping : D she's going australia but it should be around the same laa -.-

and last day of school didnt really feel like anything. cause our class only had a pathetic 17 people. and i swear qnly gave up on me. it's so damn obvious can. she was praising everyone except when it came to me she was like all stupid and bad stuff -.-

hell. at least something's really nice. we most probably wont get tintin again next year for chemistry! : D
IM SO TOUCHED YOU KNOW. IT'S SUCH A GLORIOUS MOMENT.

-.- and got back report book as well. hell the c6 for chem made it look really bad laa. cause the grades differ alot so my bloody msg was 2.12. stupid. >:(

heck. 3 days to my birthday :D

tongjing: hahah you mean you miss YOUR KUAN :D
shermaine: haha yeap i cant go :/ but i KAN KAI alrd. haha
nellyelle: now then you realised! cause you got special relationship with me mah haha.

oh well today morning jieyi and kaiqi and mabel left alrd!
)):
for shanghai,

hahaha so one by one they go off hur!

it's like. 5 days to my birthday, har har.
im not feeling excited at all :/

cause i know that no one will be there to celebrate with me what. haha maybe except for vernice and gwen and my family -.-

but that's not the point. i wish EVERYONE'S in sg when it's my birthday. haha i know it's selfish but that's how the cookie crumbles :/
and this cookie says that nah they wont be here to celebrate -.-

haha i think im kinda keesiao now ._.

bleaugh didnt go school today. haha. ended up watching zhongjiyijia on youtube. it's frigging 55 episodes laa. and it's SUPER SUPER SUPER lame. totally lame si ler!

cca tmr! YAY. wle hopefully laoshi dont ask us do cartwheels again PLEASE -.-

hahah i shall not be pissed for long -.-

im just feeling kinda sian now. kinda finished crafting chinese survey but still have sucky ih which is due on wednesday D:

grah. and the hols arent even here yet :/

i know why im feeling sian. i need a goal in my life.

hahahha and right now my ultimate goal is watching human tetris on youtube and go to sleep after that -.-

GO WATCH HUMAN TETRIS LA!
it's my type of a tv show : D

hmm this one is the one which is most popular on youtube now. hahah i bet you spastic people out there would want more after watching this!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=84_QL1kEmH4
hahah so just go youtube search human tetris laa ^^

superputtie: hahahah i know he broke that thing! tssssk.
tongjing: hahah im not emo alrd! ((: emoing is not my style. HAHA.
xinyan: dont be sad laa! im not sure but maybe you'd have other chances in track in the future? hahah and pls DONT miss me in china :DD
qiuhan: no problem woman! and you havent contacted me in beijing yet! tssk!
michkang: haha LOL! no matter what you get you still own me in bio laa! haha. no thanks man. smp's not my cup of tea :/
yijiao: hey lamer person! you'd better give up on jialer now man! while im in a better mood. or else tmr i go school rawr at you. haha

HELLO WORLD.

IVE DECIDED TO BE OPTIMISTIC ALTHOUGH FREAK I CANT GO SPAIN BARCELONA COMPETITION ))):

WHO KNOWS. MAYBE I DONT NEED THE SPANISH HUNKS AFTER ALL. HUR HUR.

AND MAYBE I'D BE ON BAD FORM FOR DANCE AND WILL PROBABLY DESTORY THE DANCE WHEN WE GO SPAIN SO DONT GO EVEN BETTER =D

yea right, optismistic >:(
i only thought of TWO frigging cons about spain. other than it's expensive. which is wow exactly the reason why i cant go :/

die. how to tell laoshi. GRAH I WANT TO GO SPAIN!
I WANT MY SIX/NINE PEOPLE DANCE!
I WANT MY FRONT/SIDE LEG!

>:(
pissed liao. forget optimism.
i'll reply tags when im in a better mood.

yay. im happier.

cause i didnt flunk my overall percentage! :DD
HOHO. improved somemore! : D
cause the rest of the subjects other than sucky sciences all pull it up. yay.

hmmph. liying ahguo they all in china now. haha chatted with ahguo on msn just now! duno leh. i kinda miss them but dont really miss them at the same time -.-

and i think qiuhan's gonna reach beijing soon! or reach alrd. haha.

had a realllllllllly long talk with her at kap on friday after cca (and not mentioning the ahem singing thing)

wle we were having damn lots of fun catching up can. girls' talk. until that person smsed her. then she totally broke down and all that so i spent rest of the evening scolding and comforting her! -.- sian. that person totally chose the WRONG TIME. grah. at least qiuhan's leaving singapore happy ((:

yup and cca! didnt really blog about cca after exams. haha. so yup.
spain barcelona competition! it's kinda confirmed alrd. FENG WU YI REN <3
and my place's the same. hoho.
now the only problem is persuading my mom to let me go luh. cause obviously it's not cheap pls. hopefully fundraising can help a little :/

yea and obviously my jumps deprove luh. everything deproved -.-
sian. and flex also deprove D:
when i raise my front leg my butt goes sideways! hmmph.
at least back not that pain when i stretch liao :/ abit got heal. hoho.

haha came back from downtown east chalet! eh with family -.- but last night ellie and jieyi also came with their families. so was kinda crowded. ugh ellie's brother and my brother were the biggest assholes luh -.-

afternoon went escape with jieyi and her dad only. haha. wasnt really fun cause they closed alot of the rides >:(
the only fun one was the gokart luh. HAHA. was having damn lots of fun there ._____.

hmm guess tmr have to stay back after school for a loooooooong time until 6pm ): then got nz briefing with the parents. grah.

i read the itinerary and i was like wtff. it aint 10 days at all. minus off our travelling time, only left like, 8 frigging days?!
and it's so expensive laaa 3650 bucks :/ then still have to bring MORE MONEY to play the games! and bungee jump's cancelled! ): grah.
PLUS TWO DAYS OF WATER ACTIVITIES.
i cant swim ._________________.

)): scholars leaving this sunday laa!

so dumb. how can do this to me. EVERYONE is leaving before me. (except gwentan, hur hur)

had a really small talk with liying in the morning.
guess she knows how i feel luh. dont think it's because she's a scholar and im not that's why we're already drifting so far apart. i guess many other stuff affected this also laa.
we dont crap anymore. she's progressing. im not. i dont feel like i belong anywhere.
man i dont even know what the hell im talking about. i feel lousy now. shitass.

and my parents didnt really get all worked up and stuff over my horrible results :/
just my mom 念 abit lor. but. i think my dad totally give up on me alr -.- so expected luh.
he can go cram all his big wishes onto my brother luh, since he's such kickass more smarter than me even though he's only 8 -.- seriously. his general knowledge is like omfg.

im not blaming my dad or bro or wtvr luh. i think i suck alot luh -.-

people's applying for smp, crapping wtvr strengths they have for the wtvr shit thing while i couldnt care less. i say i have 自知之明, i know my limits pls. smp is impossible for me. but if i really ask myself again, i'd say im afraid of failure loh. no hopes equals to no disappointments. totally true can.

the most is i chiong for sec four and go for the other programme in july. hopefully by then everything'll work out :/
what if i still suck. grah.

have to redo chinese proposal. totally dumb. our group only one frigging person going china laa:/
shyt luh long time never emo at this blog liao -.- totally amusing.

oh well. at least there's cca tmr. im forever looking forward to cca cause it really brings me to another world and i can totally escape reality. not exactly a right mindset, but at least it helps for that period of time -.-

and spain is tentative. concert at school audi is tentative. concert at esplanade is tentative.
GRAH.

newzealand trip you better come soon! another 10 days away from reality. harhar ._.

these few days was having the enviornmental science conference at school. totally SIAN. but at least the closing ceremony was nice laa. cause of the theatre club play -.-
yea.
i bet more than half of the adult speakers from the conference failed their speech during schooldays. their speech skills, im totally WOW THAT'S EXCELLENT I CANT HEAR A FRIGGING WORD YOU'RE SAYING.

-.-

and yesterday the three ri groups was err. if they had speech skills as sucky as the adults, i'd have cursed them for wasting my time. though it totally exceeded the time, but at least they were good. especially one of the sec two groups. haha. damn cute laa.

sian tomorrow last school day with the scholars
)): im gonna miss chentian and liying and ahguo and JIALER MY LAOGONG and everyone else!

life IS unfair.

)): when everyone's gonna have fun, i'd be mugging like SIAO.

just cause i totally flunked my sciences, have to sacrifice my hols and sec four life liao laa.
): cannot die again in sec four.

GRAH. BYEBYE MY LIFE.

tagreplies!
vernice: haha yea la yea la woman i know i reply damn slow -.- haih we MUST buck up liao!
qiuhan: dont worry yea it's all over le. who needs sf when you got ME :DD
xinyan: lol your cookie plan totally FAIL FOR ME CAN! you never make for me like you promised luh! )): told you you 重色轻友 liao!

it's two thirty in the morning and i refuse to sleep. not yet anyway.

oh well back to my marks. friday's gonna be the BEST day ever man. totally.

i frigging failed my chem eoy. and aced my bsp paper -.-
harhar.

math was okay. paper two i expected so much more laa :/

guess how much i got for my chem eoy, -.-
36%, no prizes for correct guess.

OH MY FREAK.

WE ARE GOING SPAIN FOR DANCE COMPETITION NEXT YEAR!

SPAIN!
SPAIN!
SPAIN!

:D:D:D:D:D:D

omfgzxzxzxzxzxzx.

<3

haha ahguo showed me this ultra funny website :D

http://studentssketchpad.blogspot.com/2005/07/webcomic-archive.html

sterotypes. and funny ones too. haha.

im damn. excited and happy and err, excited. sorry luh my vocab is limited. that's why i only got a frigging one mark out of five for vocab compre -.-

yes yes. back to the point.

CCA TMR!!!!

ohmyfreak. i missed cca soooooooooooo darn much! im dying to have muscle aches tmr :DD
I LOVE CCA.
haha.

yup. then today got back langarts and ih paper -.-
sian diao. both a2 only D: langarts i totally 失水准 can. my essay. haih.

wacow what male liberation. you suck. i hate male liberation ://

then damn 心痛 laa. zixin got 0.02 marks higher than me. then she 75. 我卡在 74 laa wth.
:X

mmm today never play vball much. sian laa. sch ended at around noon loh. boring si lerr. not fun der ._.

haih then tmr 5-6 still need to go check bsp paper. die lar. and tmr's chem and math and chinese.
会死得好美哦~
-.-

ohyea. tues went kbox with layting liying ahgwen and evelyn ^^ damn damn damn high! though this time the room is the smallest EVER. only one frigging tv. but still. HAHA. it was really fun! we were err, jumping on the sofa and screaming damn loud esp for a particular song. haha. the energy that song. every time we will 点 der. ehh i forgot the name but the chorus goes, "我跟你说过放手~不要~再听~你的借口!"

HAHAH. not that it's a 热门 song or what. we just like it. damn shuang laa.
^^
definitely must go k a few more times. wahhahhaha.

then after that went to take neos. GWENTAN WAS TOTAL SHIBAI. haha. dunno why laa, i was suaning her throughout the night. she said i was damn damn qianbian. i agree totally xD

aiyah was damn high mah. i love suaning and niaoing my ahgwen <3

err then kinda just walked around the whole place -.- went to the shop where they sold alot of soft toys.

was super hilarious that time but now look back not that funny -.- no laa. cause sesame street got alot of characters mah. then i picked up this guy:

"hey gwen! elmo damn cute laa!"

"eh you sure it's elmo or not"

"not meh. oh then this is elmo laa! also very cute leh!" :"eh i dont think this one is elmo also leh. hmm"

-.- total shibai.

"oh yeah hor it's not. then where's elmo!!!"

"chey then this one elmo laa toot!":

" i thought elmo was red."

._________________.

lame conversation. but ehh i totally forgot how elmo looked like okay -.-

and we just HAD to know what the previous 3 character's names were.

turned out they're bert, ernie and grover.

-.-
sorry luh gwentan i have deprived childhood. cannot blame me for not remembering the characters :X

liberation tastes so sweet! ^^

and yep the physics paper was easy! :DD
so it better make up for my chem :/

heh talking to gwentannnnnnn now. discussing our plans for tmr after liying and evelyn's geog paper! :DD yay kbox kbox we miss you so much.

and JAYCHOU'S EIGHTH ALBUM!
somewhere this month :D so near my birthday somemore! he always releases his album around my birthday, so cool <33

so today was damn shuang laa. went home and totally slack si ler.
went jamming with janice and katherine! they own me laa, i so noob -.-

yups i like liberation alot! so slack slack slack! can watch my favourite tv shows alr :DD

tagreplies!
shermaine: haha hello! yups it's darn cool. choose that one next year okay ^^
XIANGYI: hey woman! yup chem's our enemy :/
evelyn: yea lor! heh kbox date tmr!

:D:D it's official! im really gonna screw my chem overall.

analyse abit first. first test scraped pass lar. 50% pass somemore. then two subsequent tests all fail 50 % :D

very nice, no?

somemore with the wonderfully killer eoy paper. byebye my 60% :/
not to mention sia. sucked for everyone.

nice nice nice tintin went for reservist. so he didnt revise with us lor D: somemore he is so unrealiable! poo what oxidation not tested. pi gu lar.

nvm. long ago knew chem would fail :/
at least only physics paper left now ((:

and gonna screw that as well. yay. wonderful.
only hope is err bio. :D i like nutrition in man. i hate plants.

yeap. and oh yea. math. damn damn stress. i swear miss yeo walked past me at least 4 times. being her student, she so chiong for math, stress larh. but was okay anyway ^^

got kbox date with hpys after liying's geog paper! :DD